Snookie Ruled The World, My World Options

[Ann H]

I just feel a need to talk about my precious Snookie. I know I made the tribute post yesterday for her but I still wanted to say more. Those beautiful eyes of hers could have gotten me to do anything. Just a glimspe into them was enough for her to wrap me around her paw.

Snookie ruled my world and I was happy to let her do it. She would let me know when she wanted out, or to go for a walk or to play or even when she wanted a snack. If we stayed to long at someones house Snookie would bark and tell me it was time to go. I never stayed long when she was ready to go home. What made me let her rule my life, well, all I can say was it was love.

My girl would have been 11 years old next month and she still played like she did when she was a puppy until she got so sick she couldn't hardly hold her head up. I still after all those years got the toys jammed into the back of my legs like she started doing when she was old enough to play with toys Snookie would squeak it as she jammed it against my legs. I don't know why that thrilled me but it always did. Maybe I thought she wanted to be one with me and share everything with me, her love, her toys, and her devotion.

When we were watching tv she would curl her 16 pound body up and sit in my lap. Sometimes she would rest her head against my neck and let out a contented sigh and I felt like letting out a sigh too my world was complete and we both felt so loved and secure.

Snookie loved to go to work with me I was a security guard and I never felt any fear in the empty buildings when she was with me. I would take food, water, bowls, toys, and blankets for her to lay on. In between rounds we would play and have fun my boss thought it was cute that I took her with me. We did motor patrols too and she loved that but I think she loved lunch time best of all.

I gave a 2 week notice and quit work when she was not able to go anymore. I knew she was to sick to work when I had to carry her to the car after work and then into the house when I got home. My boss wants me back but I can not stand the thought of my little girl not being with me.

My darling girl was just like my child to me and I miss her so very much. My husband put her ashes in the new urn today and I think I just needed to talk about my sweet baby girl. When I first came to LS I did not say very much but now I can't seem to shut up and my post are long these days. It sure does help to be able to talk about my Snookie Cookie and her great love.
Ann