Husband And I Are Making The Trip, To Get Our Precious Snookie Options

[Ann H]

My husband and I will be leaving in a half hour to make the 160 mile round trip to get our sweet precious Snookie. I don't know what to expect when I see her in the urn and I reach out to take it in my hands. I just wish it was Snookie alive and healthy that I was reaching out to embrace.

I am so devastated and am a broken woman since I lost my little girl. I feel so overwrought that I will not be taking her in my arms as I have done for so many wonderful love filled years. My baby brought unspeakable joy into my life, my heart was always so filled with love and now I feel so empty.

If not for my husband and children I don't know how I could ever recover from the loss of Snookie My Love. I would say come on My Love do you want to go with Mama. Do you want out My Love Mama will go out with you. Its time for us to go to bed My Love, you and Mama are so tired. I called Snookie My Love so much plus I called her Pumpkin Pie a lot too she may have thought her name was My Love or Pumpkin Pie.

We was so blessed last night our son, 1 of our daughters, and 1 grand daughter spent the night with Clair and me to comfort us. I had some fur grand babies with me and they all seemed to know that something was different and they were all more loving than usual too.

Now we must go face one of the hardest things we have ever had to do. I will write later tonight if I am able to. I just feel so very sick and slept for maybe an hour. My husband Clair has only slept a few hours but if we get to tired we will stop and rest.
Ann