My Baby Is Gone Options

[Caroline]

My beloved girl Lucy lost her battle with lymphoma tonight at 6:45 pm. She died in our bedroom, with our loving arms around her. I felt her spirit leave her body and there are no words to describe it. They took her body away and all I want is my Lucy back with me. My heart is broken in a million pieces and I keep walking aimlessly around the house looking for her. Where is she? This is unreal. A bad dream. I want my baby back and can't imagine life without her.

Lucy April 9, 1999- February 4, 2005

Rest in peace my sweet sweet baby. Run in the green fields and chase your tennis balls. Mommy and Daddy will see you again someday.

[Caroline]

Thank you all for the kind words. I haven't stoppped crying/ wailing/ screaming all night. I miss her terribly. It hurts so badly, like my legs can barely hold me up. I just feel so lost. I can usually put into words how I am feeling but I am at a complete loss. I ache to be with her one more time, to rub her silky ears and bury my nose into her neck. I know that it will get better, because I have seen people on this board healing, but it is hard to believe that I will ever get over the loss of my baby. the postings help me greatly. Thank you all so much. Lucy thanks you too. She wouldn't want mommy feeling this badly. She told me today with her eyes that she was ready. No more cancer eating away at her beautiful body. She is finally free.
Caroline