Lucky-day, DIED LAST THURS Options

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----I Have Been My Grandmas Care Giver For A Year Now. My Cats Were In Texas And I Just Went And Got Them Two Months Ago. I Could Only Keep One Here With Me So I Placed Luckyday With Someone I Trusted. She Runs A Kennel And Feed Store. I Have Taken Her Many A Sick Bird And She Is The Animal Woman Of The Community I Used To Live In. When I Took My Son I Told Her He Was Declawed And A House Cat All The Way. She Agreed To Keep Him In Her Home. I Spent Two Hours Talking To Her Asking Over And Over Was There Any Way Possible He Could Get Out. I Asked Every ? She Offered Me A Really Cheap Rate And I Told Her --"No Because I Know Im Going To Get My Boy Back Safe" I Had This Talk In The Feed Shop. I Dint Insist On Seeing The Inside Of Her Home Thurs Night Late--i Couldnt Sleep Because Everytime I Would Start To Close My Eyes I Felt Like I Would Stop Breathing! I Was So Afraid That I Almost Called To Be Taken To Hospital. I Thought My Heart Was Going To Stop If I Went To Sleep. I Was So Uncomfortable I Ended Up Falling Asleep About 3 Am In A Chair. The Next Day This Woman Calls And Says Lucky Got Out Last Night And Got Into The Neighbors Yard And Dies A Brutal Death Aat The Hands Of A Pitbull And Rott. Since Words Can Not Describe My Heart Break I Will Jump To The Facts. She Told Me He Was In Her Freezer That I Should Not See Him And That She Would Bury Him. The Next Morning I Paced Jumped In My Car Headed Out To Her Place. My Best Friend Made Me Wait While She Made A Two Hour Trip From Her Place In One Hour. When I Told The Lady We Were Taking Him She Said Well My Husband All Ready Dug The Hole. That Was Weird To Me. After We Got Lucky Home My Friend Examined Him ---i Couild Not ---she Found Only One Little Red Spot That Was As If Some Blood Got On Him. No Eveidence Of Thisw Brutal Death. Well My Guilt In This Matter Is Poison Enough But After This Week I Realize I Have Been Lied To Because For Some Reason --she Doesnt Want Me To Know. She Even Said In Front Of Me And My Friend He Got Out Because My Cat Can Open The Front Door. I Would Have Never Left My Son There If I Knew That And We Discussed That There Was No Flippin Way He Could Get Out. So Now He Is In The Dirt In The Back Yard And There Is No Where For Me To Run No Way To Escape And I Dont Deserve Escape. I Want O Write This Woman And Beg Her To Tell Me And I Want Her To Admit The Conversations We Had And How She Assured Me . I Want To Know How He Died. I Light A Candle On His Grave Every Night. He Loved Me Like Nothing I Have Ever Known---i Have A Cat With Me That Is 14 But Lucky And I Were So Close. I Am Responsible --i Was His Mom And He Trusted Me ---i Told Him He Would Be Safe There. If You Took The Time To Read This Juble God Bless You. I Have Never Known This Kind Of Pain--there Is No Peace!!!!!!!!!!!---- There Was No Blood On The Towel They Had Him Wrapped In Either. He Was Solid White --no Teeth Marks------luckyday--people That Love Animals Are Reading Your Name And What Happened---you Were An Angel --the Cowardly Lion. My White Tiger. I Believe I Felt The Very Life Going Out Of You That Night. I Love You --i Thankyou--im So Sorry Forever Sorry

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