Missing You..........., Loss Options

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Esabella................
It will be two months tonight when Esabella went into respiratory arrest in Savannah, Georgia when we were on our way to Moms for Thanksgiving. Never thought it would happen like that. She was so happy and playful that morning. I still feel her pain as she suffered to breath as they put her on the respirator. The look in her eyes with love and pain still haunts me.
I sleep with her favorate toy every night. The face looks like Bella. Her pictures are everywhere and I talk to her, kissing her picture..................
I too, had a lot of guilt because I was moarning the death of my father when Esabella left my world. I adored my father, but the loss of Esabella was horrific, as well. Reading a recent post about a parent loss helped me. Thank you.
I am so thankful for the eight years I had with Esabella in my life and thank LS friends for helping me make it through the past two months.

You are alive in my heart............Esabella......................

[hegelsmom]

I am very sorry for your loss.

I am also in that same odd time vacuum. I am coming up on the 5th week mark
in a couple of days, and still catch myself looking for him in the house. Sometimes,
it seems he's been gone sooo long, and other times, I just can't believe it all.

Peaceful thoughts to you.