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Esabella................
It will be two months tonight when Esabella went into respiratory arrest in Savannah, Georgia when we were on our way to Moms for Thanksgiving. Never thought it would happen like that. She was so happy and playful that morning. I still feel her pain as she suffered to breath as they put her on the respirator. The look in her eyes with love and pain still haunts me.
I sleep with her favorate toy every night. The face looks like Bella. Her pictures are everywhere and I talk to her, kissing her picture..................
I too, had a lot of guilt because I was moarning the death of my father when Esabella left my world. I adored my father, but the loss of Esabella was horrific, as well. Reading a recent post about a parent loss helped me. Thank you.
I am so thankful for the eight years I had with Esabella in my life and thank LS friends for helping me make it through the past two months.

You are alive in my heart............Esabella......................

[jillybromley]

Thinking of you and your dear Esabella at this two month mark. She is such a beautiful girl with her bright little eyes and sweet face.

Time is so strange after losing our furbabies, in a way it only seems like yesterday. In a way it seems like an eternity. I can't believe it is 7 whole weeks since my little Ellie died. I can't seem to fill in the space in between ... it's like I've been living in some kind of strange vacuum where nothing much has registered.

My thoughts are with you on this sad day.
with love
jilly