Help, I Am So Sad. Options

[BabyHenry]

My baby and very best friend Henry died suddenly 3 days ago right in front of me with no warning (he was not sick, that I knew of). He was a beautiful orange kitty that we rescued when he was probably about 6 months old, ten years ago.
He has been with me ever since, through some very hard and some very happy times in my life. He was a special cat and fantastic friend, always ready to sit with me and "talk".
I loved him so much and am literally in physical pain from losing him. He died in my arms in my bed at 9:30 at night and my husband almost had to pry his body from my arms - I could not let go,
and part of me still wishes I could hold him one more time. I loved him so much.

I simply do not know what to do my grief is so powerful. I feel like I am going crazy and I can't stop weeping.
At work, I try and act normal but just sit at my desk with tears running down my face.

[moon_beam]

Hi, BabyHenry, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing. I am so sorry your husband is not being as supportive as you need him to be as you share with us: "I can't cry anymore at home, because my husband thinks it is "too dramatic", so I have to cry in the car or at work (and pretend my allergies are bothering me)." Still I hope you know you are among friends here who are with you to offer you comfort, support, and encouragement through every step of your grief adjustment journey for as long and as often as you need us.

I hope today is treating you kindly, and that you will have a peaceful evening blessed with your beloved Henry's sweet Living Spirit to comfort you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam