My Cat Balki Harry Bartokomouser, I will always miss him. Options

[TheSwordfish]

Hi. My name is Ren. My cat Balki passed away this morning, suddenly. He was always such a healthy cat. I don't know what went wrong. I couldn't get him to the vet because I live in a small town. And, there was no vets open yesterday because of the Holiday.

I had Balki since 2008. He wondered in my house as a stray. We didn't even notice him for a few days because our other cat looked just like him. I took to him immediately. I named him Balki because he reminded me of Balki on the 80s sitcom Perfect Strangers. Because of how he just wondered into my life. His middle name came from one of my favorite actors as well.

Since I am a Childfree person by choice. Balki was just like my child. He was so sweet. He was never unhappy. He would lay on my lap and purr melodically. And, he used to let me carry him around over my shoulder. He had the cutest meow and the sweetest personality I've ever known of in a cat.

I am really hurt over this. I have been crying since he passed (around 9am EST)

Also. I was verbally attacked on a soap opera message board I frequent (even though we are allowed to talk off topic). This person said that I didn't do enough for him and that it was my fault that he died. That hurts so much. And, I really just need someone to talk to.

I have another cat. Her name is Conana. She's 10 and I honestly thought that she would go first. I am in utter shock. Someone please tell me what to do.

Here's the last pic I took of my sweet little boy.



RIP my little Balki Harry 2008-2014.

[TheSwordfish]

Thank you so much. <3

I miss him. But, I think you're right. Balki always looked at me with such love. I think he knows I did the best I could for him.