Help, I Am So Sad. Options

[BabyHenry]

My baby and very best friend Henry died suddenly 3 days ago right in front of me with no warning (he was not sick, that I knew of). He was a beautiful orange kitty that we rescued when he was probably about 6 months old, ten years ago.
He has been with me ever since, through some very hard and some very happy times in my life. He was a special cat and fantastic friend, always ready to sit with me and "talk".
I loved him so much and am literally in physical pain from losing him. He died in my arms in my bed at 9:30 at night and my husband almost had to pry his body from my arms - I could not let go,
and part of me still wishes I could hold him one more time. I loved him so much.

I simply do not know what to do my grief is so powerful. I feel like I am going crazy and I can't stop weeping.
At work, I try and act normal but just sit at my desk with tears running down my face.

[BabyHenry]

It helps, I guess, to read other people's notes about their pets here too. I am still feeling very sad but I think my family is getting annoyed with me for not "bouncing back", so I can really only cry in my car to and from work. I just really miss him. I believe I'll see him again, but I would rather have had him here for a few more years.