Not Sure It's Worth It Options

[TOS]

The thought that my mind keeps circling around is that everything worthwhile is now gone so what’s the point. She's gone and this is never going to not be.

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[moon_beam]

Hi, TOS, please permit me to add my sincerest sympathies in the physical loss of your beloved companion. Losing a companion is never easy regardless of the circumstances or how long we are blessed with the privilege of their company.

TOS, this grief journey is one of the hardest experiences you will know on this side of eternity. It is a journey that cannot be reconciled in a minute, an hour, a day, a week, a month, or even 6 months for you are now on a journey that is filled with all the first withouts and the memories that can be all too painful right now that include "this time yesterday, last week, last month, last year" to endure. It is a journey that can only be traveled one day at a time, sometimes one moment at a time in your own way and in your own time - - with the reassurance you are not alone - - for you are among friends here who truly do understand what you are going through, and we are here for you for as long and as often as you need us.

TOS, as painful as this grief adjustment journey, there is one thing that will never change - - the love bond you and your beloved companion share. Love is eternal - - it is not restricted to the physical laws of time and space. Your beloved companion's sweet Living Spirit continues to share your earthly journey as she always has and always will for she is always and forever a part of your heart and memories, TOS - - she is always and forever a heartbeat close to you.

TOS, I do know so well from first hand experience that when our hearts are entrenched in deep grief there are no adequate words in any language that can soothe the seering pain of sorrow. Still I hope the words I share with you will somehow offer you some measure of comfort, support, encouragement, and hope as you travel your grief adjustment journey.

Thank you so much for honoring us in sharing your beloved companion with us, TOS. She is so pretty, and it is obvious from the expression on her face and in her eyes that she knows she is eternally loved. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, TOS, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam