My Eagle Has Passed Away :(, December 21, 2013 12:54 a.m. Options

[Eagle'sMom]

I used this message board back when my Eagle was lost back in 2007, never dreaming I'd be needing this message board again.

My Eagle passed away one week ago today. He was 13 1/2 years old and died of heart failure, although he had other problems. He was my baby, my companion, much more than a dog to me.

This past week has been one of the hardest for me to endure. I am sad, down, depressed, alone, lost and sometimes mad.

I was out earlier and the thought came into my mind of me coming home and him being happy to see me and I couldn't wait for that, then I realized he was gone. It's things like that that are so hard.

When does it get easier???

[Eagle'sMom]

Gretta and Rufus' Mom, moom_beam and MaryB,

I've come to this site and read your responses and I thank you SO much. You do know how I feel and that's comforting.

I lost my Eagle one month ago yesterday, January 21st. I was doing better than I thought then it "hit" me hard. This past month has seemed like forever and it has been a blur. Mainly I've been depressed, crying a lot, sleeping late and going to bed early...and of course missing my Eagle terribly and wondering when I'll feel better.

I know I will get another baby...not sure when yet though. Sometimes I think, "right now" but then I know I'm not ready.