One Year Ago, Missing my Megan Options

[Tracey]

Hi Everyone,

It's a year ago tomorrow that I made that horrible trip to the vet. I can't believe that a year has gone by already. It seems just like yesterday that I found this site and typed as my heart was breaking.

The pain is less and the tears come less frequently now but I miss my Megan so much. We still have not got another dog. Molly, our other golden, is so lonely and I hate to admit it, she is driving me crazy. She is always in my face wanting to play. I would love to get her a puppy but that just is not possible at the moment. With two kids, working fulltime, and it's freezing out (I live in Canada)....I just can't handle another dog. Maybe one day

I also have this fear that I will be disappointed in a new dog. Megan was very unique and I think that is a big part of what I'm missing. Molly is a great dog, and I do love her, but she is just a great dog. I guess you would have to have known Meg to understand what I'm trying to say. I don't want just another great dog but I want another unique- goofy- you're gonna love me dammit- kind of dog. I want another Megan and I know there will never be another Megan, maybe that is what is so hard. I don't know....

Anyways, thanks lightning-strike for being here when I really needed someone.

Tracey

[Ann H]

I am so sorry that your Megan has been gone for a year and I'm sure you still miss her so much. I am glad that you have Molly so your children don't miss out on a lot of love. Are the children old enough to play with her? My little Snookie has been gone 2 weeks today and it hurts so much.
Ann