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 Oct 30 2013, 11:24 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 18 Joined: 3-October 13 From: middletown, ohio Member No.: 8,121  |
I am numb as I write this and feel lost in the world alone. 10/28/13 my boy Boots was put to sleep around 3pm. I kissed him until the end and cuddled his warm body. the moments after are a blurr. all I wanted was to hold my baby and keep kissing him for hours and hours until his body was picked up. My baby was suppose to be getting better. He played for me the week before only to find him sunday unable to walk. before his procedure he was assessed and it was noted that his right pupil was dilated and pulses uneven. Boots threw an ischemic clot paralyzing his right side. I miss my boy.................................. every moment is hard. I keep looking for him, expecting him to hope on the bed and give me kisses and cuddle-buddle with me. I have to bite my tongue from yelling for him. ive been screaming and hollering myself to sleep so much that my blood pressure has been dangerously high and causing nose bleeds. when will my hurt stop, when will I stop feeling guilty. my baby......I miss my baby so much.
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Oct 30 2013, 02:52 PM
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Hi, Ke, thank you so very much for sharing with us how you're doing, and these WONDERFUL pictures of your beloved Boots. He is soooo handsome, and I do soooo know how broken your heart is feeling right now - - and will feel for quite some time. But I promise you, Ke, it will not always be this way. One day - - very likely when you least expect it - - you will be thinking of your beloved Boots and you will find yourself smiling - - truly smiling - - and your heart will fill with the wamth of your and your beloved Boots' eternal love. But until this time comes for you, Ke, please know you are among friends here who truly do understand what you are going through and we are here for you for as long and as often as you need us.
I hope today is treating you kindly, Ke, and that you will have a very peaceful evening blessed with your beloved Boots' sweet Living Spirit to comfort you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and please let us know how you're doing. Peace and blessings, moon_beam -------------------- In heaven's perfect garden there is no grief or pain, and all of God's creation join the angels' sweet refrain.
The most blessed way I have of knowing God's comforting love and grace is to look into the eyes and heart of God's creatures' sweet angelic face. |
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kmariebanks Endless Love Oct 30 2013, 11:24 AM
moon_beam Hi, Ke, please permit me to offer you my sincerest... Oct 30 2013, 11:59 AM kmariebanks ( excuse the background in the pic lol it was fin... Oct 30 2013, 12:32 PM
kmariebanks also I didn't scatter his ashes...could not br... Nov 4 2013, 01:00 AM kmariebanks Moon I love you...you have bee there for me throug... Nov 4 2013, 12:57 AM Scarlett's Mom and Dad Hi Ke,
Just wanted to let you know that I unders... Oct 30 2013, 08:03 PM aepheva hi, I hope you are doing ok, your boy looks like m... Nov 2 2013, 06:20 PM kmariebanks Thank you so much. Doing the best that I can at th... Nov 4 2013, 12:42 AM kmariebanks Thank you Scarlett's Mom
I am still not takin... Nov 4 2013, 12:37 AM Scarlett's Mom and Dad kmariebanks, I also wrote to you on your other pos... Nov 4 2013, 12:45 PM moon_beam Hi, Ke, thank you so much for sharing with us how ... Nov 4 2013, 03:52 PM |
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