Poe Options

[snrein1016]

Hi All,

I don't have much to add from what has already been said. My heart is totally broken, and the pain is overwhelming. I actually can't believe how much it hurts, how much pain people can take and still survive.



Love and blessings to anyone else who is experiencing this.

Suzanne

[snrein1016]

I wish I could say I feel better, but I don't. I can't believe how much it still hurts three weeks later. I assumed that the major pain would be gone by now, not so. I am able to see that I depressed and I see how I'm more sensitive than usual more prone to anxiety, etc. I'm glad I know that because I'm able to not blame myself for not being as emotionally stable as I consider myself to be.

As I go about my daily activities I search out Poe furs and then I start crying when I do. I guess I don't want to feel like he's gone, but rather still a part of my life. i find them everywhere, and I'm not sure what I'll do when I can't find them any more.

A lot of the time I still can't believe he's gone. He was so special to me. He really was kind of a grumpy cat, who occasionally became violent. But I learned how to love him and how not to trigger him, and for me he would melt. It always make me feel so loved when he would be at the vet and when I went to visit him they would warn me about his mood, but as soon as he heard my voice he would come right to me and purr and rub on me and let me kiss him on the head. He was so special. I loved him so deeply.