I Lost My Precious Girl Last Week Options

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My precious girl of 15, Kitty, left me last Wednesday. I never in my life would have beieved it would hurt so much. I feel a physical hole left in my chest and in my heart. I am greatful that in the end it was swift decline. She did not linger for weeks or months. What ever it was that was ailing her never effected her as she she was always cheerful and playful, so I knew that what ever was going on inside her poor tummy causing years of declining weightloss, it was never a quality of life issue. I never determined if it was indeed cancer beacuse we were always able to treat the symptoms till the very end, so I let her go. She wanted to go.

I believe she is with me, I know she is with me and will never leave my side. I have felt her on my lap several times, a warm tingly energy. That comforts me, but I wish I could see something more tangable, like a figure or hear a meow in the middle of the night. Has anyone else expereinced this???

My girlfriend is a reiki master and ran energy on her in her last hour of life. Kitty gave her energy back (I am thinking to imprint on her), this I truly believe. THe next day she felt Kitty's same energy and begain to chanel her and Kitty had many things to tell me. One that I did the right thing, she was ready to leave this earth. She will always be with me and that she loves me very very much. That is why I believe I feel her sitting on my lap at times. I truely know that she is with me. I just wish I could see or hear her.

I miss her so much.

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