In Memory Of My Baby Boy Gizy, My life stopped... miss you every day :( Options

[Gizy's Mom]

Sunday December 9th 2012 I lost my beautiful little boy Gizy. Two large-breed dogs without the leash attacked him, I tried to protect him by covering him with my body but the injuries he received were too much to handle for his little gentle body.
Gizy was a tiny 17-months old Papillon only 12 pounds. He was the sweetest little boy and the best furry son mommy can wish for. I miss him so much… Every day it is a battle for me to survive without him.
He was my child, my silly little boy who loved me unconditionally and followed me around the house like a little tail.
He was full of energy! He loved to played hide and seek; he loved to steal my socks and make me chase him around the house; he loved cottage cheese and boiled eggs…
He was extremely smart. When we brought him home at the age of 2.5 months he was fully patty trained! The fluffy little ball asked to go outside where the grass was taller than him.
In his dog training school he was the fastest to learn commands and comply with orders. I was such a proud mom!
We did everything together and now I feel like a part of me was taken away… I can’t stop crying.
I keep fresh flowers right next to his little leather couch where I put his photograph and his toys.
I bought a “Name your own Star” package so now there is a beautiful bright star shining in the sky under the name GIZY.
I will be delivering food to the nearest dog shelter, making donations in the name of Gizy…
I don’t know how long it will take for this to get easier… At this time I take it day by day…
I love you Gizy with all my heart and I will miss you forever!
You are the best little baby and I am glad I got to spoil you!
Love,

Mommy

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[PomMom]

Hi Gizy's mom,
I know what you mean about not being able to eat or sleep. I had to take something for anxiety and sleeping for awhile, I just couldn't control my emotions and didn't want to. These days I do a lot of crying in private because I spend so much time trying to put on that public face. My husband and I are self employed, today a man came into our shop and mentioned how the neighbor had hit his dog and left him in the road, and how devasted he is. I tried to sympathize and explain how I just lost my baby. I completely broke down in front of him, the tears welled up and I had to turn away. We can only do the best we can during times like these. Unfortunately, not everyone gets to experience that special bond with an animal that some of us do, so it's impossible for them to understand how much it hurts to lose them. Right now you have to do whatever it takes to get through each day. I would take physical pain over this torture any given time, I wish there was a way to make the hurt stop.

Thinking of you -
PoMom

p.s. I truly believe we will be reunited one day, until then there is a hole in our hearts.