In Memory Of My Baby Boy Gizy, My life stopped... miss you every day :( Options

[Gizy's Mom]

Sunday December 9th 2012 I lost my beautiful little boy Gizy. Two large-breed dogs without the leash attacked him, I tried to protect him by covering him with my body but the injuries he received were too much to handle for his little gentle body.
Gizy was a tiny 17-months old Papillon only 12 pounds. He was the sweetest little boy and the best furry son mommy can wish for. I miss him so much… Every day it is a battle for me to survive without him.
He was my child, my silly little boy who loved me unconditionally and followed me around the house like a little tail.
He was full of energy! He loved to played hide and seek; he loved to steal my socks and make me chase him around the house; he loved cottage cheese and boiled eggs…
He was extremely smart. When we brought him home at the age of 2.5 months he was fully patty trained! The fluffy little ball asked to go outside where the grass was taller than him.
In his dog training school he was the fastest to learn commands and comply with orders. I was such a proud mom!
We did everything together and now I feel like a part of me was taken away… I can’t stop crying.
I keep fresh flowers right next to his little leather couch where I put his photograph and his toys.
I bought a “Name your own Star” package so now there is a beautiful bright star shining in the sky under the name GIZY.
I will be delivering food to the nearest dog shelter, making donations in the name of Gizy…
I don’t know how long it will take for this to get easier… At this time I take it day by day…
I love you Gizy with all my heart and I will miss you forever!
You are the best little baby and I am glad I got to spoil you!
Love,

Mommy

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[Gizy's Mom]

I have this desire to run away and hide from everybody… I don’t want people to ask me questions about Gizy, it hurts so much being reminded all the time… I just want to crawl under my blanket and cry…

Christmas is coming and the scary feeling of loneliness is growing in my heart.

Gizy, momma wants to put your Santa outfit on you with the hat I just bought a few weeks ago. I want you to find your Christmas gifts under the tree like you did last year… Oh what a mess you made shredding the wrapping papers into pieces! It was so enjoyable to watch you have so much fun!

I love you my sweet pea, you were my best gift from God.

Miss your beautiful face!