In Memory Of My Baby Boy Gizy, My life stopped... miss you every day :( Options

[Gizy's Mom]

Sunday December 9th 2012 I lost my beautiful little boy Gizy. Two large-breed dogs without the leash attacked him, I tried to protect him by covering him with my body but the injuries he received were too much to handle for his little gentle body.
Gizy was a tiny 17-months old Papillon only 12 pounds. He was the sweetest little boy and the best furry son mommy can wish for. I miss him so much… Every day it is a battle for me to survive without him.
He was my child, my silly little boy who loved me unconditionally and followed me around the house like a little tail.
He was full of energy! He loved to played hide and seek; he loved to steal my socks and make me chase him around the house; he loved cottage cheese and boiled eggs…
He was extremely smart. When we brought him home at the age of 2.5 months he was fully patty trained! The fluffy little ball asked to go outside where the grass was taller than him.
In his dog training school he was the fastest to learn commands and comply with orders. I was such a proud mom!
We did everything together and now I feel like a part of me was taken away… I can’t stop crying.
I keep fresh flowers right next to his little leather couch where I put his photograph and his toys.
I bought a “Name your own Star” package so now there is a beautiful bright star shining in the sky under the name GIZY.
I will be delivering food to the nearest dog shelter, making donations in the name of Gizy…
I don’t know how long it will take for this to get easier… At this time I take it day by day…
I love you Gizy with all my heart and I will miss you forever!
You are the best little baby and I am glad I got to spoil you!
Love,

Mommy

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[moon_beam]

Hi, Gizy's Mom, please permit me to offer you my sincerest sympathies in the physical loss of your beloved Gizy. Losing a companion is never easy regardless of the circumstances or how long we are blessed with the privilege of their company. Losing a companion so very young and under horrific tragic circumstances intensifies the grief.

Gizy's Mom, this grief journey is filled with many different emotions that can overwhelm us all at one time - - it is frequently referred to as a horror roller coaster ride. This journey is one that can only be traveled one day at a time, sometimes one moment at a time in your own way and in your own time. It is a journey that will not be reconciled in an hour, a day, a week, a month - - or even 6 months - - for it is now a journey of enduring all the "first withouts" and the "this time yesterday, last week, last month, last year" - - and with each memory it will feel like your heart is breaking anew. It is a very painful journey of adjustment to the physical absence of your beloved Gizy - - both emotionally and physically.

The good news in the midst of this painful journey is that the love bond you and your beloved Gizy share is eternal. It is not restricted to the physical laws of time and space. Your beloved Gizy continues to share your earthly journey as he always has and always will. His sweet Living Spirit is always and forever a part of you, for you and you alone are blessed with the privilege of being his Forever Mom. You are the beneficiary of his eternal love, and to the blessing of the many treasured memories of his all too brief earthly journey. He is always and forever a heartbeat close to you.

I know there are no adequate words in any language that can soothe the seering pain of sorrow that is in your heart. I can only hope and pray that the words I share with you will somehow be able to offer you some measure of comfort, support, encouragement, and hope as you travel your grief adjustment journey. One of the many things you need to reember is that you are not alone in your journey. Each of us here do understand what you are going through, and we are here for you for as long and as often as you need us.

Thank you so much for sharing your beloved Gizy with us, Gizy's Mom. Perhaps sometime you will feel up to sharing a picture of him with us - - but only when / if you want to. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

[Gizy's Mom]

Thank you for the words of comfort...
I attached Gizy's picture and with time I will post some more pictures of my beautiful baby.
Love,
Gizy's mom