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 Picture Of A Brokenheart, So Lost without Snookie |
 Dec 31 2004, 03:03 AM
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I just could not stay away from here where all my dear friends are and where I have found comfort. My daughter took a picture of me to show me how sad and brokenhearted I look without my darling Snookie.
I could not believe I look 10 years older than my 51 years. All I can do is cry in spurts from missing my baby so very much. I know that some day things will be better and the pain wont be as great but for now my heart is broken. I didn't know I looked like this, I have not wanted to look in a mirror for fear of what I would see. The only time I was away from my little girl was the times she was in the hospital. She was my constant companion and I thought of her as one of my children. I did every thing in my power to keep her as healthy and as happy as I could for as sick as she was. Ann I took the photo off from here. This post has been edited by Ann H: May 7 2005, 08:13 PM -------------------- My girls went to the Rainbow Bridge 6 weeks and 3 days apart. Snookie had cushing's disease, and later developed diabetes. Both had cancer, Snookie had cancer of the liver, and Chili Bean had cancer of the pallet. Chili Bean was our son's chihuahua but we kept her often throughout her life and she stayed with us for the last 9 months of her life. Chili Bean also had asthma and heart failure. We will see you in Heaven my precious darlings. Snookie Lynn Howard 2-04-94 - 12-26-04 Senorita Chili Bean Bubbles Howard 11-05-94 - 11-11-04 |
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Jan 1 2005, 07:40 AM
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I've also noticed that my personality has changed. I was always the person with the most patience for other people and a ready smile on my face. Now I have very little patience for some people and I don't smile very often. They're not real when I do smile. I don't know if I look my age (39 on Tuesday), but I feel a lot older than I am. I know the dark circles will go away because the blood vessels that broke in my eyelids are starting to go away now. We'll all get back to looking almost like our normal selves eventually, but I think there will be a difference. It will be awhile before we laugh as hard as we used to or as often and there will be a sadness in our eyes that wasn't there before, but we'll survive because that's what all of our babies would want. We might even open our homes and hearts to other furbabies, but only we will know when and if it's time.
Take the time you need to heal yourself. Try remembering two good thoughts for every sad one you have about Punky and Snookie. Your heart will begin the healing process when all the memories are out, and it can fill back up with the good ones on top instead of the sad ones. Peace to you all. -------------------- KayKay
May we all have the strength to make the right decisions for our furbabies. I love and miss you so much, Sonnie-dog. Adopted: April, 1999 Deceased: Christmas, 2004 |
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Ann H Picture Of A Brokenheart Dec 31 2004, 03:03 AM
Punky's Mommy Ann,
I know what you mean. I feel like I've ... Dec 31 2004, 10:20 AM zoeysdad Hi Ann,
Your picture offers proof of just how gre... Dec 31 2004, 01:21 PM Pamela Yes, I know the face of a broken heart, a hurt sou... Dec 31 2004, 01:34 PM Rusty's Mom Oh, Ann - Please know that I am thinking of you t... Dec 31 2004, 03:41 PM dietersmom I've been thinking about you Ann and hope you ... Dec 31 2004, 07:16 PM hegelsmom yes, my personality and looks have changed also.
... Jan 2 2005, 12:18 AM Pamela Well, I am 48 and now that my face has gone back t... Jan 2 2005, 02:39 AM
KayKay My little sister noticed the difference when she m... Jan 2 2005, 07:38 AM |
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