Picture Of A Brokenheart, So Lost without Snookie Options

[Ann H]

I just could not stay away from here where all my dear friends are and where I have found comfort. My daughter took a picture of me to show me how sad and brokenhearted I look without my darling Snookie.

I could not believe I look 10 years older than my 51 years. All I can do is cry in spurts from missing my baby so very much. I know that some day things will be better and the pain wont be as great but for now my heart is broken. I didn't know I looked like this, I have not wanted to look in a mirror for fear of what I would see.

The only time I was away from my little girl was the times she was in the hospital. She was my constant companion and I thought of her as one of my children. I did every thing in my power to keep her as healthy and as happy as I could for as sick as she was.
Ann
I took the photo off from here.

This post has been edited by Ann H: May 7 2005, 08:13 PM

[Punky's Mommy]

Ann,

I know what you mean. I feel like I've aged 10 years in the last two weeks. Not to sound cute, but I think I look my age now, which is "my early 30s" LOL. I've always been told I look young for my age - 25 yrs old max. I think Punky's passing is some kind of delineation point. All the years before his death were the years of my youth. All the years to come after his death are my middle age and old age.

Ann, hopefully as our hearts heal, our poor faces will perk back up, whaddya say

This post has been edited by Punky's Mommy: Dec 31 2004, 01:59 PM