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[MUPPIESMOMMY]

I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF ADVICE.I AM SO UPSET THAT I DONT THINK I CAN LIVE WITH THIS.MY NAME IS SAMANTHA.I AM 42 YRS OLD.THREE WEEKS AGO MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER.I WANT TO GO BACK THREE WEEKS AGO GOD PLEASE SO I CAN SAVE MY DOG.I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IN WORDS THE DEEP
HORRIABLE PAIN THAT NEVER LEAVES ME NOT FOR A MINUTE OR EVEN A SECOND.THE PAIN THAT I CANNOT ESCAPE FROM EVER SINCE THE DAY MY 2 YR OLD PITBULL MUPPIE LOST
HIS LIFE.I WENT TO JAIL BECAUSE OF SOME UNPAID TICKETS.THAT JAIL STAY COST MY MUPPIE HIS LIFE, WHILE I WAS IN JAIL SOMEONE CALLED THE POUND AND THEY CAME AND
TOOK MY BABY AND 5 DAYS LATER HE WAS DEAD.I FEEL LIKE MY CHILD WAS MURDERED.GOD HELP ME I CANNOT STAND THE GUILT I CANNOT ACCEPT THAT HE IS GONE.I WANT TO
SCREAM UNTIL THE PAIN IS GONE.I CANT CLOSE MY EYES BECAUSE ALL I SEE IS HIS LITTLE FACE.THE NOT KNOWING WHAT HE WENT THRU THE LAST 5 DAYS OF HIS LIFE IS KILLING ME,I KNOW HE WAS SCARED AND CONFUSED AND I KNOW HE WAITED FOR HIS MOMMY TO COME GET HIM BUT I NEVER CAME AND THEN THE DAY HE WAS MURDERED WHAT WAS
GOING THRU HIS HEAD?DID HE KNOW THAT THEY WERE GOING TO KILL HIM?HE MUST HAVE BEEN FRANTIC TO GET AWAY AND GO HOME BUT HE COULDNT.I CANT LIVE WITH THIS
GUILT.I WANT MY BOY TO COME HOME AND SLEEP WITH ME LIKE HE DID EVERY NITE OF HIS LIFE.GOD HELP ME THIS PAIN IS TOO MUCH FOR ME.I CANNOT ACCEPT THAT HE IS
GONE. THIS CANT BE HAPPENING.WHY WOULD THEY KILL HIM?DIDNT THEY KNOW HOW VERY MUCH HE WAS LOVED?AND I CANNOT STAND TO BE AWAKE THE REALITY THAT I WILL NEVER
AGAIN SEE MY BABY BOY IS KILLING ME.I MISS MY DOG.I AM SO SORRY MY BABY BOY MOMMIE IS SO SORRY .I MISS YOU SO MUCH.I AM SO SORRY THAT THEY HURT YOU.YOU WERE
SUCH A GOOD BOY.I AM JUST SO SORRY.I WAS ALWAYS SO CAREFUL WITH MUPPIE ALWAYS KEPT HIM SAFE BUT IN THE END WHEN IT REALLY MATTERED I COULDNT SAVE HIM.I KNOW HE WONDERED WHY I DIDNT COME GET HIM.PLEASE GOD I HOPE HE IS OKAY NOW.I AM SO SAD..I WANT TO GO BACK SO I CAN SAVE HIM.I CANT EVEN GO HOME CAUSE IT REMINDS
ME OF HIM.HIS TOYS AND EVERYTHING WERE STILL IN THE SAME PLACE THEY WERE WHEN I WENT TO JAIL.I HOPE HE KNEW HOW VERY MUCH I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM.I WANT TO
SHARE MY CEREAL WITH HIM LIKE WE DID EVERY MORNING.I CANT STAND THIS PAIN.MY DOG CANNOT BE DEAD.

[MUPPIESMOMMY]

today i went to the website of the humane society where muppie was put to sleep and i wrote them this email.
on may 1 youe shelter in riverside put my pitbull muppie to sleep.i was in jail at the time and could not get to him.i want you to know how much i loved my dog and it has taken months just to be able to write this email because of the terriable pain i am in from losing my best friend.your shelter picked him up at my home in hemet.i just want you to know that u didnt have to kill him,he was wanted and loved very much.and just because he was a pitbull didnt mean he should be destroyed.i cry everyday for my muppie.i will never be ok again.i loved him so much and u had no right to kill him.he was part of my family.he was my very best friend and i am tortured everyday when i think of how scared he must have been those last few days on this earth.why?why would you kill him?you have no idea how much this has hurt me.i love my dog and i will never see him again..EVER.i miss him so much it hurts my heart so bad....you have no right to kill innocent animals. [/size]

i wrote that letter for muppie i wanted him to know that i didnt let him die in silence,that those people would know that the pitbull that they killed was special and loved and i hope someday they will stop killing innocent fur babies like my muppie.