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[MUPPIESMOMMY]

I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF ADVICE.I AM SO UPSET THAT I DONT THINK I CAN LIVE WITH THIS.MY NAME IS SAMANTHA.I AM 42 YRS OLD.THREE WEEKS AGO MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER.I WANT TO GO BACK THREE WEEKS AGO GOD PLEASE SO I CAN SAVE MY DOG.I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IN WORDS THE DEEP
HORRIABLE PAIN THAT NEVER LEAVES ME NOT FOR A MINUTE OR EVEN A SECOND.THE PAIN THAT I CANNOT ESCAPE FROM EVER SINCE THE DAY MY 2 YR OLD PITBULL MUPPIE LOST
HIS LIFE.I WENT TO JAIL BECAUSE OF SOME UNPAID TICKETS.THAT JAIL STAY COST MY MUPPIE HIS LIFE, WHILE I WAS IN JAIL SOMEONE CALLED THE POUND AND THEY CAME AND
TOOK MY BABY AND 5 DAYS LATER HE WAS DEAD.I FEEL LIKE MY CHILD WAS MURDERED.GOD HELP ME I CANNOT STAND THE GUILT I CANNOT ACCEPT THAT HE IS GONE.I WANT TO
SCREAM UNTIL THE PAIN IS GONE.I CANT CLOSE MY EYES BECAUSE ALL I SEE IS HIS LITTLE FACE.THE NOT KNOWING WHAT HE WENT THRU THE LAST 5 DAYS OF HIS LIFE IS KILLING ME,I KNOW HE WAS SCARED AND CONFUSED AND I KNOW HE WAITED FOR HIS MOMMY TO COME GET HIM BUT I NEVER CAME AND THEN THE DAY HE WAS MURDERED WHAT WAS
GOING THRU HIS HEAD?DID HE KNOW THAT THEY WERE GOING TO KILL HIM?HE MUST HAVE BEEN FRANTIC TO GET AWAY AND GO HOME BUT HE COULDNT.I CANT LIVE WITH THIS
GUILT.I WANT MY BOY TO COME HOME AND SLEEP WITH ME LIKE HE DID EVERY NITE OF HIS LIFE.GOD HELP ME THIS PAIN IS TOO MUCH FOR ME.I CANNOT ACCEPT THAT HE IS
GONE. THIS CANT BE HAPPENING.WHY WOULD THEY KILL HIM?DIDNT THEY KNOW HOW VERY MUCH HE WAS LOVED?AND I CANNOT STAND TO BE AWAKE THE REALITY THAT I WILL NEVER
AGAIN SEE MY BABY BOY IS KILLING ME.I MISS MY DOG.I AM SO SORRY MY BABY BOY MOMMIE IS SO SORRY .I MISS YOU SO MUCH.I AM SO SORRY THAT THEY HURT YOU.YOU WERE
SUCH A GOOD BOY.I AM JUST SO SORRY.I WAS ALWAYS SO CAREFUL WITH MUPPIE ALWAYS KEPT HIM SAFE BUT IN THE END WHEN IT REALLY MATTERED I COULDNT SAVE HIM.I KNOW HE WONDERED WHY I DIDNT COME GET HIM.PLEASE GOD I HOPE HE IS OKAY NOW.I AM SO SAD..I WANT TO GO BACK SO I CAN SAVE HIM.I CANT EVEN GO HOME CAUSE IT REMINDS
ME OF HIM.HIS TOYS AND EVERYTHING WERE STILL IN THE SAME PLACE THEY WERE WHEN I WENT TO JAIL.I HOPE HE KNEW HOW VERY MUCH I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM.I WANT TO
SHARE MY CEREAL WITH HIM LIKE WE DID EVERY MORNING.I CANT STAND THIS PAIN.MY DOG CANNOT BE DEAD.

[MUPPIESMOMMY]

I JUST CANT BELIVE HE IS GONE.I CANT EVEN GO HOME CAUSE HIS BOWL AND TOYS ARE THERE AND IT HURTS TO BAD.I JUST WANT HIM BACK.I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO DIE.MY HEART IS SO HEAVY.I MISS YOU MY BOY.MOMMY IS SO SORRY THAT U ARE GONE,I LOVE U.I PRAY THAT SOMEDAY I WILL SEE U AGAIN.I WANT TO KISS YOUR FACE ONE MORE TIME AND TELL U I LOVE U.GOD IT HURTS SO BAD,PLEASE I JUST WANT MY MUPPIE BACK.