The Best Dog A Guy Could Want R.i.p Options

[shane meyer]

I had to let my little yoda go today 17yrs old. 5th dog I've had to put down in my life. I spent half of my life with him, none have hurt this much. He JUST had a check up and blood work done 5 days earlier. Heart strong, kidneys, liver working "great" then outta no where he had a stroke. He was always there for me. Through all my personal problems in life. Kills me to know I'll never rub that SHIH TZU pot belly or hug him again. He was Blind from birth and depended so much on us, I think thats why this hurts SO MUCH MORE than my other pets. My soul is fractured, at the moment I dont know if I can get over this. My Birthday was monday, the day of the stroke. Now i'm cursed with a birthday that I lost my most loved buddy. I hope I succeded in adding his picture. I love you yoda PLEASE R.I.P

[shane meyer]

Picked yodas ashes today. Never gets easier. They also added is pawprint in a round plate sized clay that you heat and stays forever, ( the black is from the ink I put his paw in for the tattoo) I just cant physically handle that piece yet to bake it, cant do it yet, cannot stop crying. Man that is hard to look at, esp take a pic of right now. Still surprises me, a 20lb dog comes back in 4 ounces. Same with my Rott I had to let go 6 yrs ago. 120lbs and came back in 8 ounces. Tears never seem to let up. I miss him everyday, still get up to make his meds. I do SWEAR i have seen him a few times in the living room, for a split sec. I gotta go, tears are REAllY flowing now
Shane

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