Rocky My Precious Hero, i really need help Options

[hesista]

Rocky, my MOST beloved and precious hero, guide, soulmate, master, and my everthing died 8 days ago.i have been tormented with regrets that i didn't bring him home from the vet so that he and i could spend the last few days together at home saying goodbye. Instead when the cancer showed in the xray to have spread throughout his stomach and spleen and the only option i was given was to euthanize i couldn't stand to see rocky struggle another minute so i agreed.

I miss Rocky so badly
I feel so terrified and scared to not have him with me physically because he was not only my precious child he was my soulmate, partner and my everything. I rescued rocky. I won't go into that detail because i know he doesn't want to be remembered for what he was in but for what he blossomed into: a strong, courageous, wise, noble, handsome, gracious, regal, brilliant prince. His happiness was my happiness, when rocky was feeling good so then was I. It made my whole world to see him doing good and happy and thats what i lived for and to do

I really need help. I feel like I'm not gonna make it
Can someone or people respond to me with kind and healing words
I really need help right now

Hesista

[hesista]

Hi Cheri,

The words you wrote me, "...you are stronger than you believe I promise" are so amazing. I believe this is what Rocky wants to say to me, these are the words Rocky wants me to hear that he"s saying to me. This gives me so much courage and strength, means so much to me

Thank you again so much Cheri

Hesista