Rocky My Precious Hero, i really need help Options

[hesista]

Rocky, my MOST beloved and precious hero, guide, soulmate, master, and my everthing died 8 days ago.i have been tormented with regrets that i didn't bring him home from the vet so that he and i could spend the last few days together at home saying goodbye. Instead when the cancer showed in the xray to have spread throughout his stomach and spleen and the only option i was given was to euthanize i couldn't stand to see rocky struggle another minute so i agreed.

I miss Rocky so badly
I feel so terrified and scared to not have him with me physically because he was not only my precious child he was my soulmate, partner and my everything. I rescued rocky. I won't go into that detail because i know he doesn't want to be remembered for what he was in but for what he blossomed into: a strong, courageous, wise, noble, handsome, gracious, regal, brilliant prince. His happiness was my happiness, when rocky was feeling good so then was I. It made my whole world to see him doing good and happy and thats what i lived for and to do

I really need help. I feel like I'm not gonna make it
Can someone or people respond to me with kind and healing words
I really need help right now

Hesista

[Cheri]

Hi Hesista,
I hope today brings you a moment to just give yourself a hug and to give yourself credit for moving through all this pain called grief. Words will never describe how deep the love you shared with Rocky was while he was present on earth and the deep love you will forever carry in your heart. It is also difficult to describe the raw pain you suffer through with such a huge loss. Although I cannot be there to physically hug you and hear the wonderful stories about Rocky I am doing so here. So, please feel the comfort and remember we want to hear about you and Rocky, he is still there beside you ever step of the way and so are your friends here at LS.
By now he has met so many new friends and he is smiling right now looking at you, so handsome and healthy, nudging you to smile back through the tears, as he always has.
He wants you to be okay and I know you want to be also, just remember this thing called grieving has it's own time frame, we cannot put a number on when it eases. It just happens one day, when you least expect it. But I promise you will be there someday, we never thought we would get there, but somehow, with the help of this site we are healing. You will too. Stay here with us, you can always count on us.
Cheri