Rocky My Precious Hero, i really need help Options

[hesista]

Rocky, my MOST beloved and precious hero, guide, soulmate, master, and my everthing died 8 days ago.i have been tormented with regrets that i didn't bring him home from the vet so that he and i could spend the last few days together at home saying goodbye. Instead when the cancer showed in the xray to have spread throughout his stomach and spleen and the only option i was given was to euthanize i couldn't stand to see rocky struggle another minute so i agreed.

I miss Rocky so badly
I feel so terrified and scared to not have him with me physically because he was not only my precious child he was my soulmate, partner and my everything. I rescued rocky. I won't go into that detail because i know he doesn't want to be remembered for what he was in but for what he blossomed into: a strong, courageous, wise, noble, handsome, gracious, regal, brilliant prince. His happiness was my happiness, when rocky was feeling good so then was I. It made my whole world to see him doing good and happy and thats what i lived for and to do

I really need help. I feel like I'm not gonna make it
Can someone or people respond to me with kind and healing words
I really need help right now

Hesista

[Gretta's Mom]

Good morning Hesista

Here's a day's worth of love and support for you from me, all the people here in your lightning strike family AND ALL (ALL) the fur babies in the perfect World - who ruch to the aid of people and each other who are iin trouble (so unlike people on earth, eh?)

Keep on exhaling after you inhale and when you inhale, know that Rocky is right there with you exhaling the breath you inhale and inhaling the breath you exhale. I know it SO doesn't seem like it, but it's true.

I'll check in with you later.

XOXOXO Gretta's mom