My Baby Boy Options

[Starlight]

I have been reading the forum for a while, but haven’t posted yet. It’s been just over 2 months since my baby boy was killed, and I’m afraid it isn’t getting any easier. I’ve been trying hard to cope, but seriously it isn’t working.

My beautiful little dog was killed by a poison bait. I’d had him since he was 9 weeks old, and he would have been 8 years old on his next birthday. We rushed him to the vet as soon as we realised something was wrong, but it was too late. He went into awful convulsions in my arms on the way, and was unconscious by the time we got there.

It was an agonizing end for a happy, brave and loving little boy. No animal should ever die that way, and this little boy was my best friend, and the light of my life. If only I’d been more careful and had him on a lead it probably wouldn’t have happened.

I keep going over and over it in my mind, and I can’t stop crying. Please help me.

[corinnajane]

Hi Starlight,

How are you going?

I looked at your photo of your Baby Boy, and, may I say, what a gorgeous boy!!!! What a sweet little face, and such impeccable fur! What a handsome little man. Was he very playful? He looks to be very well mannered and affectionate.

Good on you for talking to strangers. I'm so glad to hear that people have been kind and supportive. Perhaps this will help stop the utterly nasty practice of poison baiting. The more people that know, the better.

Why are you feeling nervous about being home, mate?

Cheers,
CJ