After The Loss Of 2 Sweet Girls In 11 Months,my Heart Is Broken. Options

[Cethlenn]

I lost Aoife,after 16 years,to CRF in December.I adopted Mieko in late January,too early,but she was such a joy.Moved,due to a layoff.New place had 2 resident kitties=both twice Mieko's mass.She got lethargic in mid=August,brought her in for full testing,x-rays.Nothing found,bloodwork and x-rays normal,a little dehydrated,and weighing 8 lbs,which for a siamese,not alarmingPossible diagnosis,stress-induced pancreatitis.Last week,she was straining at her litterbox.Got her to vet,2 enemas & 3 rounds of sub-Q's,she's obstructed.Get her into surgery a day later.She's dead from liver failure within 48 hours.I am so guilt ridden and sad.

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[Cethlenn]

Thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers.I'm coping.Washing all of Mieko's beautiful things,and preparing them for storage or donation.Her little "animal" print blanket has sat next to my bed,and I still cannot but lose all semblance of normalacy when I see it.It was the welcome gift from her foster.I tried-am still overcome with guilt.