Bad Day For Me Options

[bubkins]

Dear everyone,i am having a really bad day today,time just drags and i can't stop thinking about this time last week,last month,last year,5 years ago all this time when my baby Louis was still with me,my marriage is in tatters and all i can think about is Louis,Louis,Louis,wish i could just disappear,i would never do anything to myself,that would be so selfish and my furbabies need me here but i miss my boy so much it hurts.

[leejaye]

Dear Bubkins, I so hope you got a few moments of rest - I was exhausted, physically and emotionally rock bottom, after I lost Mischief. I spent the last few days with her syringing food and barely eating myself, I just couldn't get back into the habit after I lost her, I just didn't want to - a glass of wine was so much easier, but like you say, not good with no food...I started eating gentle things like yoghurt to ease myself back into it, it took a couple of weeks to start eating normally again, and to start interacting with people, and to really do anything in my life that i would have done before I lost Mischief...I am so sorry for your pain (it seems such a small inadequate word for the massive emotions pulling your world apart right now), it feels like we can't see or feel anything else in those days after they leave, I wish I could share some of your burden - I'll settle for sending you some hugs, some good energy and a wish for a moment of peace today, please be kind to yourself Leejaye