Bad Day For Me Options

[bubkins]

Dear everyone,i am having a really bad day today,time just drags and i can't stop thinking about this time last week,last month,last year,5 years ago all this time when my baby Louis was still with me,my marriage is in tatters and all i can think about is Louis,Louis,Louis,wish i could just disappear,i would never do anything to myself,that would be so selfish and my furbabies need me here but i miss my boy so much it hurts.

[bubkins]

Dear Gretta's Mom,thank you for replying,it really does mean so much that you take the time to do so.
I have pretty much cried myself out today and feel exhausted and i've drunk wine and not eaten,bad combination,i feel so much guilt when i eat, Louis really lost his appetite in the last 3 weeks and i keep thinking that i shouldn't eat cos he didn't oh no i really do sound nuts!Louis is (cannot use any other tense)a very big and handsome Seal Point Birman cat,i felt i should tell you that Gretta's Mum just in case you don't like cats but to be honest i imagine that you love all animals?!In the next few days with the help of my friend Helen,i am going to post pics of my boy and maybe tell you some of the lovely things that made up the beauty of him,1 fact which is amazing is that he NEVER scratched or bit me in all our time together,i think most cat servants will say that this hasn't happened to them,my first baby Cristal used to bite my nose (thru love!),i still have a tiny scar there,which i actually treasure!!Blessings to you all,good night.***x