Can't Stop Crying Today Options

[Steph]

I think as we get closer to Christmas it's getting harder and harder not to crash.

I don't even know whether I'm crying for Luba or for my grandfather who was the only "dad" I ever had (he, my grandmother and my ever-working single mom raised me together). He died Christmas Day 2001.

He loved Luba and she loved him.

I miss them both so much.

[MAXIESMOMMY]

This Christmas is so awful. I have been crying every day and I had been o.k. with that for a while now. It will be four months this Saturday and it's like I'm in the third week again. Max loved Christmas so much. He would get all excited and he would love to get his presents. My husband and I always gave each other something and put that it was from Max. I put Maxie's ornament on the tree. It's just not the same. When we would tell him Santa was coming he would get all excited and run over to the door. This is a horrible Christmas. We made plans to go to the West coast and leave on Christmas day to get away from the sadness. I am so sorry everyone here has to go through this same thing. It's a really sad Christmas. I love and miss him so much.

Carol