All Alone Today Options

[radgirl]

My daughter is in school today and today would have been a "Mama and Magic" day. IT's beautiful out and it has just made me so sad. I am so angry with the babysitter, she did not help look for her, lied about when she let out, and let us look in sheds for two days before finally admitting she left her out all night.She seems more concerned we will bad mouth her in the neighborhood, yet acts liek everything is back to normal........

Today is just such a lonely day.........sitting here by myself. I can't wait until we leave on our trip---I think a change of scenery is the only way to completely get my mind off things. We made it out several playdates recently, and I've been fine of those days....but today was just a huge step back.

why does society make you feel like you should forget about a pet in two days?? I feel like a failure for feeling this way.......

Radgirl

[moon_beam]

Hi, Radgirl, anyone who says that you need to "forget" your precious Magic is not anyone you need to listen to. Your precious Magic will always be a part of you no matter how long your earthly journey may be. Not even the dimming of your mind with age will dim the warmth of your cherished memories you will always carry in your heart of your precious Magic.

Unfortunately our society just barely tolerates the grieving for a human family member or friend. But once the funeral / memorial service has been conducted the social attitude is to "move on" -- as though the family member or friend never existed. I have never understood this, and never will.

I can most certainly understand your anger toward the irresponsible person who defaulted on her responsibility to properly take care of your precious Magic in your absence. I truly wish there was something I could do to turn back time so that your precious Magic would still be with you healthy and happy, but unfortunately I do not have that power. My heart aches for you, truly it does. Please know you are not alone, - - ever, Radgirl. Although we cannot be physically with you to hold your hand, we are always here for you, with you, and beside you - - we are always on YOUR side.

Radgirl, sometimes a change of scenery does help ease the deep grief, and I hope this is true for you. I hope your travels are safe, healthy, and as pleasant as possible under the circumstances. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and look forward to knowing how you're doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam