Cant Get Over This Tragic Accident Options

[kristenb35]

My little kitty, Britt, died 2 days ago at the age of 6 and the way it happened is killing me inside. I feel that I am at fault. She was the most beautiful maine coon cat with doubled paws that I have ever seen. I just loved her she was my baby and little girl. I am a huge animal lover which led me to fostering a rescue dog Blazer. I had no previous information on Blazer but knew that he was way to interested in my cat then he should of been. He was a very well behaved and loyal dog to me. His relationship with me is amazing. I thought that I could keep them separated and it worked for 3 months until two night ago. I came home from work and someone had left the gate open to the upstairs where my cat lived and he got her. She trusted me and I let her down. My guilt it so overwhelming. I cant stop crying and I can't even go home and face my dog that killed her. I should of never got him and I dont know if I can keep him anymore either. More importantly, I miss my girl and would do anything to get her back. She didnt deserve this and how could I have been so blind?

She was the sweetest cat ever and just loved to cuddle. She was healthy and happy with me and the place we lived. I know that it only happened 2 days ago but I feel that I cant do anything besides cry. I love my dog too, will I ever be able to forgive him or myself? I dont have anymore cats so I know that he cant hurt anything else but will I still be able to love him the same eventually? If I take him to a shelter he will feel abandoned like he has been the first part of his life and he most likely will die in a shelter.

Rest in Peace my sweet little girl and I am sorry that I didn't see this tragic even coming. I love you and will always remember the times we had together. You mean the world to me. Please forgive me baby.

[JoanneL]

Dear Kristen,

I wanted to add my condolences on the loss of your Britt. It must have been devastating for you to find her. I cannot imagine what you have been through in the past few days. Who is taking care of Blazer? I think you really have to search your feelings before you make a decision you may be sorry for. If you give up the dog you will have to grieve 2 losses. Have you spoken to the vet about Blazer's aggression?

I had a dog and brought 2 kittens into the house a year apart. It took severa weeks to keep the kittens safe from the dog but eventually they worked it out. The cats would smack the dog when she got too close but she never tried to harm them after the first few weeks. I was luckier than you were.

I am just suggesting you speak with a professional, like the vet, to process what happened and then decide if you and Blazer can move past this.

Wishing you a peaceful night and lots of love and support in your decision. You have come to the right place for cybersupport.