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LostInDespair
post Oct 12 2010, 07:19 AM
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Hello all. I found you over the weekend as I need help from friends in this difficult time. On Friday, my wonderful Peke, Squiggy, was put to sleep. I cannot put my devastation into words. My little guy was only 8. He has a mitral valve leak for 2 years, and other med problems most certainly caused by the mill he came from. Squig was sick from day 1. I am so blessed to have loved and have been loved by him- no one would have loved him as I did. His loss is so profound. No one too kiss me, greet me, or play with me. He was always within arms reach. I look down and he's not there.
I knew it was time, he couldn't breathe or walk. I carried him around the house for 2 days, yet I regret my decision and I miss him; I want him back.
My family doesn't understand; my husband hasn't said a word to me, my kids were not attached. They were told to keep away from him so they have no feeling of loss.
I feel so alone. He loved me like no other. This pain is so unbearable. Thank you in advance for the shoulder to lean on, I can't see how to be without him.
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LostInDespair
post Oct 23 2010, 11:25 PM
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^^ thank you. I'm still so numb. I miss his little face.
Another night through. Good nite.
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- LostInDespair   Fractured By Dispair   Oct 12 2010, 07:19 AM
- - madi   I'm so sorry for your loss of Squiggy, I know ...   Oct 12 2010, 08:33 AM
- - wchamilton   QUOTE (LostInDespair @ Oct 12 2010, 08:19...   Oct 12 2010, 08:50 AM
- - ziggymonster   I am so sorry to hear of your recent loss......I l...   Oct 12 2010, 11:37 AM
- - AngelCareOne   QUOTE (LostInDespair @ Oct 12 2010, 07:19...   Oct 12 2010, 02:15 PM
- - moon_beam   Hi, LostinDespair, please permit me to add my sinc...   Oct 12 2010, 02:46 PM
|- - AngelCareOne   QUOTE (moon_beam @ Oct 12 2010, 02:46 PM)...   Oct 12 2010, 03:11 PM
- - LostInDespair   Thank you all so much for being here for me. I a...   Oct 13 2010, 11:52 PM
- - janika   I'm so sorry for the loss of your darling Squi...   Oct 14 2010, 02:07 AM
- - AngelCareOne   Dearest LostInDespair, I am so very sorry that yo...   Oct 14 2010, 02:33 AM
- - LostInDespair   Hi all. Hope everyone is well. Got through another...   Oct 16 2010, 12:15 AM
- - MommyluvsuLukas   Hello LostInDespair, I am so sorry to hear about ...   Oct 16 2010, 11:15 AM
- - moon_beam   Hello, Di, this adjustment time to re-defining our...   Oct 17 2010, 03:28 PM
- - LostInDespair   Thank you all, again, for getting me through anoth...   Oct 18 2010, 12:25 AM
- - Cheryl83   Hi Di, I'm so sorry for the devastating loss ...   Oct 18 2010, 09:04 AM
- - LostInDespair   Thanks Cheryl. It's ok when I get to the plac...   Oct 20 2010, 01:28 AM
- - Rudy's Mom   QUOTE (LostInDespair @ Oct 12 2010, 08:19...   Oct 22 2010, 03:32 PM
- - Rudy's Mom   Now you have come here you are definitely not alon...   Oct 22 2010, 03:53 PM
- - Moosie'smom   I'm so sorry for your loss. I know the feeling...   Oct 23 2010, 10:22 PM
- - LostInDespair   ^^ thank you. I'm still so numb. I miss his l...   Oct 23 2010, 11:25 PM
- - lammy   LostInDespair, I am so sorry. I read what you wro...   Oct 26 2010, 03:03 AM
- - greenbeagle   Lost, I am so sorry to hear that you lost Squigs....   Oct 27 2010, 01:03 PM
- - LostInDespair   ^ thank you for your kind words. I'm sorry for...   Oct 30 2010, 11:55 PM
|- - Aaron   QUOTE (LostInDespair @ Oct 30 2010, 11:55...   Nov 1 2010, 10:33 AM
- - Aaron   Just letting you know that we are thinking of you ...   Nov 5 2010, 08:49 AM
- - LostInDespair   Hi Aaron, I hope today was ok for you. Today was e...   Nov 9 2010, 04:02 AM
|- - Aaron   QUOTE (LostInDespair @ Nov 9 2010, 04:02 ...   Nov 9 2010, 12:48 PM
|- - Cheryl83   QUOTE (LostInDespair @ Nov 9 2010, 09:02 ...   Nov 12 2010, 04:00 PM
- - LostInDespair   Thanks Aaron. It's nice to not be alone. Outsi...   Nov 9 2010, 08:41 PM
|- - Aaron   QUOTE (LostInDespair @ Nov 9 2010, 08:41 ...   Nov 10 2010, 02:40 PM
- - LostInDespair   Nights are unbearable. I want to put my hand down ...   Nov 12 2010, 01:57 AM
- - LostInDespair   It has been 40 days and nights. Midas well been ye...   Nov 18 2010, 12:29 AM


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