Esabella, Sadness Options

[litebrez]

It has been 14 days tonight that Esabella left this world. I am filled with so many tears and sadness...............it is like it just happened. I thought I heard her little bark as I was walking Coco on the bay tonight and I turned around to look............nothing was there.
I miss her so much and I'm trying to get by with this grief as I need to take care of Coco, as well. I feel her sadness. I know Coco misses Esabella.
I have tried to keep busy each day.............but the thoughts of Esabella never leave my mind and I cry.............endlessly cry. It is difficult to be around other people because I am so sad and it is Christmas time and that makes me more sad.
My heart goes out to all of you who are feeling as I do this evening.
Thanks for being there.

[SharonL]

I am with you and share your grief. I am looking for answers to how long my heart will ache, I am 8 months pregnant and probably even more emotional than usual . I know how you fell, my heart feels so empty and I can't stop crying for anything. My eyes are puffy red and burn all day. I miss my girl.