My Baby Girl Has Been Gone 11 Days. I Feel Better But Options

[Myszka]

She passed away July 9th and I could hardly breath without sobbing. The last 3 days now I am doing better. Not as emotional but something else happened. Suddenly I feel like Im disowning her, like she is a figment of my imagination and this is even worse. I still tear up and I miss her tremendously but I cannot help but feel guilty that my endless tears have stopped and now my tears are peppered throughout the day.

I miss her she was my little soulmate I would do ANYTHING to get her back

[Myszka]

I miss my baby boo so much but I have not cried as much as I was expected to. I hear people telling me they too get pass the initial pain of loss but that weeks later it hits them like a ton of bricks all over again.


Zola I too dont know and did not want another pet its only been 12 days since I lost my snuggle bug. But I went to shelters and I am now foster mom to a wonderful mommy cat and her 5 day old babies... I needed this. I do not know if down the road I will adopt the mommy but right now I feel good doing it.

I think I saw my Myszka's shadow running across the living room last night.. her tail up in the air running over to where the foster mother was. I hope so she was a good mommy herself and she can help the little buggers.