Missing Lexa Options

[Axel&Lexa Mommy]

Tomorrow will be a week since we lost our beloved Lexa. I am so lost without her. I just can't beleive she is gone, I keep thinking this isn't real.


We only had Lexa for 6 years it was to soon to lose her, my life will never be the same.

[Axel&Lexa Mommy]

Thank you everyone for the kind words. I know you all know the pain my husband and I are going through right now. Today at 1:03 pm will be a week since our Lexa had to leave us. It is so hard not having her here. I have always been a housewife so I spent nearly 24 hours a day with Lexa. The house seems so big and empty without her.
The story of Lexa and how she became our daughter.....Some friends of ours had a lake house and they found her there. She was about 4 months old we guess someone dropped her in the area. She had tried different homes around the lake and people feed her but no one wanted a kitty. My friends noticed that she was jumping in the lake and catching little fish to eat so they took her back home with them. They took her to the vets and had her sprayed and got her shots. At the same time I had just had a radical hysterotomy and was going through the healing process and they asked if we might want a kitty. At first I said no because we had lost our beloved kitty son Axel 3 years before and I thought I could never have another pet because after having Axel for 13 years and losing him I was devastated. But my husband helped changed my mind(so glad he did). So we said yes we will take her....they brought her to our home and when I saw her I was in love(I'm sure you all know the feeling). She was very shy and seemed guarded this went on for about 2 months. Then one day I said to her you are here to stay we love you and you aren't going anywhere. I really think she thought we were only temporary and she didn't want to become attached to us. After that she opened up and become very loving....she was our whole world.
Lexa was very spoiled she had her own bedroom with toys everywhere(alot seemed to make it to other parts of the house...ok with us). She was so smart we would tell her to go get a toy by name and she would bring us that toy!!!! She always slept curled up as close to me as she could(I loved that and miss it so much). Lexa loved to play and run around the house(inside kitty never went outside). There are so many wonderful things about her!!!! I never thought I would lose her so soon. We weren't able to have children so Axel and Lexa are our children. Some people thought we were strange because we call them our son and daughter but I never cared I know how important my babies are to us and how much they love us. I know Axel is now taking care of his little sister...probably comparing notes on how over protective Mommy was.
Losing Lexa is so hard somtimes I just scream out loud it hurts so much. One of the hardest things is Lexa passed away 35 days after my Daddy's death.
I was trying to cope with losing my father and then to lose my precious little Lexa. We Love you Lexa...miss you so much...and of course love and miss you to Axel. Thanks everyone for listening.

Michelle