I Hope He Still Loves Me Options

[flo]

I just put my Max down Friday morning. He had diabetes and was having sesures. I couldn't let him go on living the way he was and I didn't think it right to make him live with shots and blood tests. I did wht at the time seemed right by him but now I just wish I yelled stop before the needle went in. I miss him so much and I'd do anything to have him back.
He always was there butting his head against mine to cheer me up even on his last night when I was crying over what was going to happen in the morning. How could I do that to him? I hope he still loves his mommy and wants to give me a head rub and kiss when I get to see him again. How do you know if you did right by them. I keep feeling like I took his life away. But I was just thinking of the way he was living everyday water bowl to food bowl to litter box and then repeat. In between he would calapse and no energy. I just wanted to stop his pain and give him peace. I hope he understands and is in peace. God it hurts more then anything and I miss him so very much.

[smokey/lady/max]

Hi Flo
I wish we all could take a wand and just take away each others pain. You did the right decision for not letting your angel go on suffering unfortunetly thats when our suffering begins. It is just so hard to h ave to live with our decision and to live with out them. But hopefully somehow we will get through it. One day our hearts will find away to mend. Then maybe we will find the peace in our heart that we deserve. We just loved them so much to let them go even though our heart is now broken. Our angels will always love us because they know how much we loved them to set them free from pain. Thinking of you and your Angels. I too have an angel Lady waiting for me.

Hugs
Anna and my forever angels Max,Dozer, Smokey and Lady
xoxoxo