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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 6 Joined: 14-May 10 Member No.: 6,489 ![]() |
...silly question, I know.
I am broken. It feels to me as though my heart, like a delicate, intricate vase, has shattered. The pieces seem so minutely small that they could never be put back together. Food doesn't even taste good anymore. Sleep is near impossible so doesn't feel good at all, and smiles.. well, smiles for some reason just end up making me cry more. Does it ever go away? I'm sorry I'm not more positive. Right now I don't even know if I'm typing the right letters because these endless tears keep blurring and blurring my vision...I'm too tired to even wipe them away anymore. I'm begging for encouragement. Sorry to sound so needy..just so, so sad... I know I didn't have Meeshack long like many of you on here have had your pets...it still hurts terribly. I want little Meeshack back in my arms so bad to feed and nurture. He had the sweetest disposition. I know I can't have him back. Please forgive me for posting such sadness, but I am on the edge. I'm begging for some words. Please. -eye_miss_meeshack (Donna) |
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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 412 Joined: 30-August 09 Member No.: 6,081 ![]() |
Donna, Hi. My name is Donna also. I felt your immense pain when I read your post. I so wish I could tell you when it will get better. For me, I would say that it hasn't gotten better, it just gets different. The intensity of my grief is still there but it doesn't well up inside me as often. I've lost 2 kitties in 7 months and am now struggling with problems with my dog. I understand your devastation.
I know you miss your Meeshack terribly and it feels like he has been pulled from your body. When I had just lost my first cat, somone on this forum said to just breathe. That was the best advice I got. Just keep breathing and let nature do the rest. That's your only function right now. Let it out every time it wants out. Who cares what you look like while you're doing it? Just weep. Sleep after weeping is sometimes the best. I'm so sorry you are where you are. But I promise it will ease up. -Donna |
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