Tears, the healing nature.... Options

[Pamela]

I read an article about grieving and the tears, I found it interesting...That a scientific study has revealed that the chemical content in tears of grief differs from the content of tears of joy. Toxins are released from the body through tears of anguish. I cant even begin to tell you the tears I have cried this last 5 and half weeks in my tears...praying for God to help me...to send me an angel because this was almost to much to bare, I now feel his presence, and comfort, I was in the kitchen last night cooking dinner and I felt the presence of my mom, it was a joyful feeling, a peaceful feeling, a gift full feeling, it was like the same thing I experienced when I was making xmas dinner for dad, the first xmas mom was gone. I know this sounds way out there but it is something that was real to me. I know now Mosse will always be a part of me, he is part of my soul, my spirt, my being, he is part of who I am. And I would like to think that when we all pass, we will see each other again in spirt and thank each other for being there while we were here learning about compassion, pain, love. Pamela

[Pamela]

I just want to say that it was'nt like a Slivia Brown moment, it wasnt like my mother and my dog were standing in the kitchen with me, it was just a blanket of comfort, the comfort of my mothers arms around me and knowing I was gonna be okay, I mean really knowing. And that Moose was part of me, now I understand that our loved ones live on in us. Who knows what our grief can do... I dont mean that I dont cry anymore or that I dont miss my boy with all my heart I am just coming to peace with it and my way is to give it to God and ask for restoration. He can do ANYTHING. And I also know when I look at the world with tears in my eyes, I see things that maybe my dry eyes could'nt. Pamela