New Years Begiining And Lifes Ending, Poems for my Max Options

[smokey/lady/max]

New years Beginning and Lifes Ending

Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining
It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending

I know that this is a process that we all must face
I just wished yours had been at a slower pace

You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years
It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears

As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground
All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound

Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie)
I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub

Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now
And I still ask my self why and how

There are no questions or answers to ease my pain
And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame

You where mommy's little preciious boy
And the funny things you did, oh what a joy

But the one thing I miss the most is YOU
I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE

M- My
A- Angel
X- XOXO

You are my heart and soul
Mommy

[smokey/lady/max]

Hi My Precious Angel

My year so far has been hard going forward. I just cant seem to stop thinking of when the weather gets nice you are not going to be here to enjoy laying outside in your favorite places. I cant get through the moment and I am dreading the future. I think of you constantly with every thought that goes through my head you are in them. For every beat that my heart beats you are one of those beats. For every breath that I take you are the air that I breath. You were my baby and now you are my angel.

I will love you forever
Mommy