A Very Sad Event Options

[baxter1818]

It brings sadness to even write about my loss. My 3 year old french bulldog Baxter was my very best friend. It was 4 days ago that my fiance had let him out, he always goes in the back yard for his potty, she let her eye off him for just a few minutes, and he ran out to the road, where he was hit and killed. We live on a farm, and several hundred feet from the road. For the life of me i cant understand why he would go that way, for all those years he never went that way. I blame myself for not being there to protect him, due to the fact its my job to take him out. We have a fence but somehow he found a hole. This was the best friend ive ever had, he was there for me 24 hrs a day, slept with me, rode on the 4 wheeler with me, and generally was my great buddy. I had my son and friend bury him for me as I coundnt bear to see him. I sob frequently about my loss and hope that it will soon pass. I feel guilt and sadness with every passing day, and pray that if there is a place in heaven for animals he is watching down knowing that I love and miss him with all my heart.

[ruby]

I'm so sorry Baxter.

My heart is going out to you. Hang in there.

Ruby