New Years Begiining And Lifes Ending, Poems for my Max Options

[smokey/lady/max]

New years Beginning and Lifes Ending

Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining
It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending

I know that this is a process that we all must face
I just wished yours had been at a slower pace

You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years
It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears

As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground
All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound

Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie)
I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub

Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now
And I still ask my self why and how

There are no questions or answers to ease my pain
And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame

You where mommy's little preciious boy
And the funny things you did, oh what a joy

But the one thing I miss the most is YOU
I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE

M- My
A- Angel
X- XOXO

You are my heart and soul
Mommy

[smokey/lady/max]

Thank you Jan I was having a really really hard day yesterday. I sobbed most of it. So when I am feeling depressed I try to write what I am feeling. I will be so glad when I can write some happy poems to my sweet Max.

Take Care
Anna