Max, Just a little poem from my heart Options

[smokey/lady/max]

MAX

As I sit hear and cry
I question myself and ask God why

The pain is so real
That I pray for time to make it heal

I lay in bed at night
Just trying to convience myself what I did was right

I talked to you as if you are here
Just because I love you so, Max my dear

I miss playing the in and out game
My precious Max the house isnt the same

As the day and nights seem longer
My love and missing you just gets stronger

You touched my life that words cant express
I guess that is why I stay so depressed

As I stare at your empty bed
Oh the visions of you in it in my head

Max Please patiently wait for me
Until my time is up and my eyes no longer see

You where mommy,s protector and my rock
So me feeling this way shouldn't be a shock

So sleep in peace my little boy
You where and are my pride and joy

LUV YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
Your Mommy FOREVER

12/2/2009 Will be a day I will never forget

[smokey/lady/max]

Thank you Beth for you kind words. I know he is here with me in spirit he has been here to visit me. But I miss seeing his beautiful body. He had the most beautiful eyes and the way he would look at me. I do emangine the sun beeming off his golden fur in heaven like it did when he was here. He loved to lay in the sun by the pool. I dont know how he stood it but he liked it. He has touched my soul more then words can express. I am so glad that your baby is doing better. I hope the new year brings all of us much happier times. I will pray for you and your beautiful little girl. Cherish all the moments you have. My max was only here 7 years I thought he would be with me soooo much longer. He was just so healthly atleast I thought he was. Then bam he is gone. Gosh I miss him more everyday when I realize he isnt comming back. I just pray that I will see him again.

God bless you and yours
Anna