Max, Just a little poem from my heart Options

[smokey/lady/max]

MAX

As I sit hear and cry
I question myself and ask God why

The pain is so real
That I pray for time to make it heal

I lay in bed at night
Just trying to convience myself what I did was right

I talked to you as if you are here
Just because I love you so, Max my dear

I miss playing the in and out game
My precious Max the house isnt the same

As the day and nights seem longer
My love and missing you just gets stronger

You touched my life that words cant express
I guess that is why I stay so depressed

As I stare at your empty bed
Oh the visions of you in it in my head

Max Please patiently wait for me
Until my time is up and my eyes no longer see

You where mommy,s protector and my rock
So me feeling this way shouldn't be a shock

So sleep in peace my little boy
You where and are my pride and joy

LUV YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
Your Mommy FOREVER

12/2/2009 Will be a day I will never forget

[smokey/lady/max]

Hi My Angel,

Mommy just wants to tell you goodnight and I love and miss you. I am going to take a picture of Dozer foot prints going steight up the hill to you and when I can post them here I will. I hope you are happy playing and sleeping with MO MO. Sweet dreams of mommy. I cant wait until mommy has one of you. I know you are busy right now and settleing in in your new beautiful home. So when you can come visit me in my dreams I will be waiting. I know you have been here in spirit but I would love to see you in my dreams.

Nite Nite my angel
Mommy