Poem For All Of Us, Heaven And Earth Options

[smokey/lady/max]

To all of us here on Lighting-Strike I just wanted to write us a little poem



Heaven And Earth

You are our angels from Heaven above
Oh how we all here send you our love

As we sit here on Earth each and everyday
Our love and memories of you will never stray

Our hearts are so empty and filled with greif
Its just because we miss you, and are still in disbeleive

Life here on Earth just wont be the same
Because you cant come, when we call your name

When you came into our lives and our home
We sure didn't think of how it would be without you and alone

Our hearts are so empty and filled with pain
But we all must remember that you are now heavens gain

Oh the feeling of guilt, is the hardest to except and understand
We must believe we did it out of love and with gods helping hand

You may not be here with us in body,but you are in spirit and soul
So we all must remember that and make it our goal

So as the days turn into months, and then turn to years
We must remember that you are with us and wipe away our tears

Heaven as we see it, is a beautiful place
Just because when we think of it we see your face

As to you our precious one, who has left us behind
We will see you again its just going to take a little time

To all of our sweet angels in heaven above
Your parents here on Earth send you our love

Your parting from Earth has brought us togther
We will all share your memories with each other forever

Living without you is going to be tuff
There will be a bond between Heaven And Earth
And it is called us

With ALL Our Love
Special hugs and Kisses Max
From Mommy

[smokey/lady/max]

HI My Precious Boy, You have brought so many feelings out that I didn't know excisted. Keep guideing me and help me make it through each day. If I could just find it in my heart to believe letting you go was the right thing. That is what I am having the hardest time doing. I just dont feel it was your time to go in my heart. I just didnt want you to suffer if the medicine didn't help you. You where in pain and I knew it I could see it in your beautiful face. It broke my heart to see you barely walking. That wasnt you. You loved to run and play so much. I was just afraid how fast you got sick that it would just get worse so quickly. All I ask is please know that my love over powered my heart. I write these little poems and I try to believe the words but it is so hard. Its just so hard to imangine the unkown when we cant see it. We have to go with faith that there is truley life after death that its not the end. Every one talks about heaven and many pictures of how we emangine it, so I can only PRAY that I will see you again.

Holding on to Faith
Mommy

[Rhapsedy]

Hi Anna,

You and I are having the same guilty feelings. I too wonder if I ended Callaway's life too soon. I wonder if there was other medication that I could have given him to extend his life. I am on antidepressants and going to a grief counselor to try and deal with my feelings. I pray that we both find peace soon.


HI My Precious Boy, You have brought so many feelings out that I didn't know excisted. Keep guideing me and help me make it through each day. If I could just find it in my heart to believe letting you go was the right thing. That is what I am having the hardest time doing. I just dont feel it was your time to go in my heart. I just didnt want you to suffer if the medicine didn't help you. You where in pain and I knew it I could see it in your beautiful face. It broke my heart to see you barely walking. That wasnt you. You loved to run and play so much. I was just afraid how fast you got sick that it would just get worse so quickly. All I ask is please know that my love over powered my heart. I write these little poems and I try to believe the words but it is so hard. Its just so hard to imangine the unkown when we cant see it. We have to go with faith that there is truley life after death that its not the end. Every one talks about heaven and many pictures of how we emangine it, so I can only PRAY that I will see you again.

Holding on to Faith
Mommy