My First Pet Options

[alentrell23]

Hi, my name is Allicia. I had a Yorkie named Montgomery, he was my first pet. He became very ill during the last week of October of this year, 2009. I had to have him put to sleep on Nov. 30th, it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do.
I feel so much guilt, saddness, and despair. I cry almost every day, I miss him so much. He was such a big part of my life
and now my life seems so empty. But at the same time, I feel bad because it was very difficult at times taking care of a dog. It was so much work. But what he gave to me, the unconditional love made up for it. Now that he's gone I feel that I took him for granted. I should have done some things differently. I hope to find some comfort in talking with others who have lost a pet.

Thank you,
Allicia