Noushka And Tasha I'm Missing You Both So Much Options

[janika]

Hello to you all. I know if you're reading this you've also suffered great loss and will be feeling heartbroken too.
Over the weeks since Noushka left us to become another of my 'Angel Dogs' I have looked on this site many times and found some comfort from knowing that I am not alone. The messages, poems, stories written on here about beloved pets are so beautiful and they have kept me going.
I am finding things very hard at the moment . It's now about 10 weeks since I said goodbye to Noushka and almost 4 years since Tasha. They are now both in the garden they loved to play in. We planted two white flowering shrubs and lots of snowdrops around them. They 're Samoyeds and loved to play in the snow. I will miss them so much this Christmas and I'm dreading the first snowfall.
I try to keep thinking of all the happy times and how much love we shared but I feel so lost and empty without them. Losing Noushka has brought back the pain of losing Tasha. I just try to think that now they are together again. I do believe that they are with me in spirit and know that as in life they will always be by my side.
Thanks for reading this and if anyone can help me I would love to hear from them.
Love

[AngelCareOne]

Hi Jan,

I'm so pleased you enjoyed the real life Bambi and Thumper photographs. So cute! And, the Indian blessing is beautiful indeed. As for the "Sleep Song" by Secret Garden, I feel it's just about one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard and did gift it to my Alex, but a different video with lots of Kagaya images. So dream like. Ahhh, and it did help you to sleep. You know, the one I put with the lovely ladies, Fairies, and Angels will go well with Tasha's photo in her bed. I'll remember that!

I've been working on Tasha's image for the past half hour cleaning up her fur, the bed, and I made a mess when trying to repair that one place on the wall paper since the only shape I have with which to draw is round. Then, I decided to work on her eyes. Oh Dear! I know I made them far too big and when I thought it would be lovely to take her beautiful eyes a shade lighter in brown, I went too light. Still, it looked great until I felt her iris would look awesome if just a tiny bit larger. Now, she looks ..... Oh Dear! I don't even want to show you ...

Hey, no worries. All is easily put back the way it was and even made better. Like I said before, it's all a process. However, I could tell I was about to hit that Runtime error so I quickly saved the image to go back later and fix my boo boos. Noushka's photo will be much easier and very little if anything to clean up and/or repair. That's why I decided to work on Tasha in her bed first. I'll show you what I have but you'll have to promise not to get upset cuz I really goofed big time on Tasha's eyes.

Oh My Goodness! Honest though, I'll just put her iris size and color back to normal then grab her fur color around her eyes and use that to make them normal size again. Hugs!!! Errr ... Ya wanna see it? Ya gotta promise not to freak though. All will be repaired. Heck, I just went to town. Oy. Will talk atcha real soon, Jan. Hang in there. Okay? Okay.

I Wish You Peace!!!





Always
Dottie xoxoxox