Noushka And Tasha I'm Missing You Both So Much Options

[janika]

Hello to you all. I know if you're reading this you've also suffered great loss and will be feeling heartbroken too.
Over the weeks since Noushka left us to become another of my 'Angel Dogs' I have looked on this site many times and found some comfort from knowing that I am not alone. The messages, poems, stories written on here about beloved pets are so beautiful and they have kept me going.
I am finding things very hard at the moment . It's now about 10 weeks since I said goodbye to Noushka and almost 4 years since Tasha. They are now both in the garden they loved to play in. We planted two white flowering shrubs and lots of snowdrops around them. They 're Samoyeds and loved to play in the snow. I will miss them so much this Christmas and I'm dreading the first snowfall.
I try to keep thinking of all the happy times and how much love we shared but I feel so lost and empty without them. Losing Noushka has brought back the pain of losing Tasha. I just try to think that now they are together again. I do believe that they are with me in spirit and know that as in life they will always be by my side.
Thanks for reading this and if anyone can help me I would love to hear from them.
Love

[janika]

Thanks again Dottie, and for the lovely Pic. They loved to push their noses along in the snow and emerge with their faces covered in snow. Happy memories ........ aaaah !!
I managed to sleep ok so hopefully will have a better day today. I found some more photo's of my angel dogs yesterday so I will scan them in. Like you say it does help when you do something constructive like that. I wish I had your ability to create such wonderful images. You certainly have many gifts which you use to help so many on here.
My son visited yesterday with his girlfriend, and we were all talking about our angel girls and all the funny little things they used to do. He called round 2 days before we lost Noushka and she was so pleased to see him, even though she was obviously so poorly she managed to wag her tail and come to sit with him. Also my daughter and her family visited at the same time. I was so pleased that she saw them all, and of course that they had seen her, before the awful day we took her into the vets. She loved them all so much.
I know Tasha will have looked after her through her passing. That gives me comfort.

I am thinking of you and Buddy looking after your Styx Kitty. I do hope she isn't suffering. From what you say she sounds to be quite peaceful. She will feel all the love around her. Alex will be watching too and looking after you all.

My love and thoughts are with you.

Jan xx