Noushka And Tasha I'm Missing You Both So Much Options

[janika]

Hello to you all. I know if you're reading this you've also suffered great loss and will be feeling heartbroken too.
Over the weeks since Noushka left us to become another of my 'Angel Dogs' I have looked on this site many times and found some comfort from knowing that I am not alone. The messages, poems, stories written on here about beloved pets are so beautiful and they have kept me going.
I am finding things very hard at the moment . It's now about 10 weeks since I said goodbye to Noushka and almost 4 years since Tasha. They are now both in the garden they loved to play in. We planted two white flowering shrubs and lots of snowdrops around them. They 're Samoyeds and loved to play in the snow. I will miss them so much this Christmas and I'm dreading the first snowfall.
I try to keep thinking of all the happy times and how much love we shared but I feel so lost and empty without them. Losing Noushka has brought back the pain of losing Tasha. I just try to think that now they are together again. I do believe that they are with me in spirit and know that as in life they will always be by my side.
Thanks for reading this and if anyone can help me I would love to hear from them.
Love

[janika]

Thanks to all of you who have read my posting and sent kind thoughts and prayers and especially to Madi, Donna and Dottie(Angel) for the kind words. Dottie the pictures and poem you did are beautiful. And you did snow dogs too. Thanks so much.
I know you are all going through so much pain and sadness yourselves and my heart goes out to all of you.
Dottie, How is your Styx ? I have been thinking of him and hope he is not suffering, bless him.
I feel slightly more positive today, helped by your lovely messages. I hope you will all have a good day too. Yesterday was dreadful, I just couldn't stop crying, and then I snapped myself out of it as my Angel Darlings will hate to see me upset. When they were here with me they used to nuzzle and push up my hand to stroke them and lay their heads on me if ever I was down or sad.
I'm looking forward to spring and the flowering of their snowdrops on and around where they are in our garden.
Thanks once again to all of you.
Thinking of you with love
Jan ******x